所以很羡慕那些有钱人，或者说没有钱但也能安心花钱的人。

外国生活当然是很贵的，但贵不贵是一回事，钱花不花是另外一回事。我看到的大部分外国人到这年龄都赚钱了，学费当然是家里出，但自己还是得养活自己。

恩...

可是很不公平吧:他们说的是英语，工作自然好找些；吃饭还是吃家里的吧？住还是住家里的吧？自己打工的钱大部分都花费在娱乐上吧？都说国外孩子独立，18岁不靠家里养活，也不尽然。国内这年龄没有那么好找工作，找到工作怎么说也基本不可能吃住全给包掉——何况我们还要发狠学习，或者发狠享受青春...心里面自然不想再多花家里什么钱，可是行动起来的话要做到这点对自己会是不小的负担...而且要真正在这生活出感觉来，很多消费是不可少的。然而相对国内就变得过于奢侈了。

要明确的是:我当然不是纯粹来吃苦的，学业是重要的，但过了这些日子以后觉得生活也是很重要的。目标当然是要入流咯，可入流要有多少经济保证哪，而且这些保证不能从家里来，要自己赚。

要赚钱。赚钱也是作业。

就这两天，什么都不想做， 就像前面说的，只想一动也不动，一想也不想。

可是，这样就会变得无比的空虚。

手上没有笔的时间，脑中没有幻想的时间，那么的空虚阿。

不想说话，可是又孤单的要死；不想走出去，又想被看到；明明是有话说，可是却没有说出口..

不能像那些人一样忘我的投入，也就不能像那些人一样成功把。然而我真正要找的东西是什么？真正想要的是什么？人有很多东西是想要的，有了固然是好的。可是不是真正想要的纵使有了也摆脱不了着空虚感。你要证明什么？证明给谁看？即使你证明了接下来又要做什么？

宗教能解决这些问题吗？

哲学能解决这些问题吗？

科学能解决这些问题吗？

哼，什么都还得靠自己，自己找目标吧。自己找目的吧。自己找自己吧。看着眼前，想着以后，一日三省，一心一意。

*最近下决心把我的tablet好好利用起来，下了这个工具。然后感觉我人都被看透了一样...

Handwriting Analysis Tool for Tablet PC Results

Attitude
You are optimistic and enthusiastic about your future. You are impatient and may consequentially ignore details. You are self-confident and logical, and focus on the present.

Mental Abilty
You are sharp and impatient. You learn quickly, and skip parts that seem useless. However, you make decisions carefully, weighing the pros and cons before committing yourself.

Communication
You keep your inner-most thoughts to yourself. However, you enjoy discussions and are receptive to other opinions. You can be deceitful to yourself.

Goals
You set ambitious, long term goals, though sometimes vague. Fortunately, you have strong will-power, enthusiasm, endurance, and self-confidence, helping you to achieve those goals.

Self Image
You set ambitious, long-term goals. Though you are self-confident when it comes to tackling goals, overall you are very humble and may have low self-esteem. You are also sensitive to criticism and need approval.

Emotional
You are a cautious person who thinks carefully before acting. You keep feelings inside and do not express them openly, in order to protect yourself. However, you can be empathetic and sympathetic, and forgive and forget quickly.

Social Skills
You are a solitary person, and desire to work alone, and be alone most of the time. However, you do feel isolated sometimes.

如果累得动都动不了了，想要找个办法放松该怎么办？

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当然是，

一动也不动咯.....

Have u ever tried to make something for the whole night and suddenly your PC broke down and all you did are gone then you had to start over and spent another 3 hours re-building....that's what happened to me last night.

That's Karma I'd say....

作业还有好多...又把自己往悬崖上逼阿...嘿嘿嘿  但做作业不也是很开心的么~

这次的实地考察的作业在merri creek,虽然没什么风景好看的，不过还是其他方面的收获的，嘿

少说骑了50公里~！脖子都酸了...

下图:是幻觉，实际上哪有这么好看的

给大家展示的应该是美的

下图：杂草

下图：One Step Foward/美丽的大脚

Left:the result of drink-shopping                                                 Right:robin shot

Helsinki is going to be a walking city in 2050.

Walking (and perheps cycling)will be the major way(s) of travelling. Cars or what resemble cars at that time will excluded in the city. We will have a shortage of petrol resource at that time and it's become exorbitant for people below middle class(If there are still classes anyway).And people will live within walking distance within train/subway/cable cars stations which would actually became a recreational open space other than its functional use.

And most important people no matter where they live will have a enjoyable walking experience to any place they can reach. The streets wil have good reponse to the climate change as well as seasonal change in Helsinki and there will be diversity on streets. One will find something new each time they walk on the street. The color,the sound,the odor, the landscape, the greens,the cityscape, the facilities...all merse in harmony around you. You will feel you wanna walk on.

Greens, which fins value so much will not only be preserved but also rejuvenated. It embraces city. Every community in Helsinki will have a easy access to a vast might also vary areas of green spaces. With the understanding of nature come along the cooprating. Citizen in Helsinki will have a great knowledge of the environment they are live in thus have prositive interaction with it.

That's our concept for the competition so far.thx.

CAUTION:The following will be in English. I won't apologize for any inconvenience that caused.=]

Back in last semester when I was doing my subjects selection there was a course called Shaping the Motropolis. What a exciting name, I thought. It looked like such a interesting disign subject to me. However, it turns out to be a total disapointment as there doesn't seem to have a least bit of relation dealing with designing and not until last lecture I sort of figured out that what it's about.

-And any of you who read so far should just ignore what I said above.

Shaping the metropolis is a reading-based subject that talks about the force and form of which motropolis had been shaped. And I consider it as a subject about history.

-If you find what I wrote down there is so damn wierd which is boring and repetitious. I should say I feel the say way.

Alrighty. So my first assignment for the subject is to write something about my home during which I found these pictures below. And there's must be a reason that I want to put them here in my space which I have no idea what the it is. The are here anyway.

-So take a look, you might

Top left:Chaozhong St,Tipical marble stone street of Changsha.It's also one of the few streets that had kept this kind of paving now. It can be quite slippery when rains. However, people lived in the old days found no trouble walking with their traditional wood clogs.

Top middle: Shrine of Guan Gong at San Gong Li(not three km o!).Worship to Guan which is the symbol of loyalty use to be prevailing in Changsha partly because his legendary story of it's battle around Changsha.

Top left: Yao Wang St.Snapshot of one of old business streets in Changsha. (Does it ring the bell?)

Above: Yali (first University then high school) at Ma Yuan Ling. After Changsha was opened as a trading port in last years of Ching dynasty, lots of people came. Two yankees from Yale opened Yali as a uni(to educate chinese people).However they found it difficult to get student who were good enough to take it.So they found Yali High school afterwards which is the prehistorical form of the school we went to.

Left: Zhong Shan Road. The road where I walked thousands of times.

Right: San Jiao Hua Yuan. It's not a triangle actually...

Top Left: Huang Tu Ling. To whom now study near there.

Top Right: Ju Zi Zhou Tou. The 'island' in the middle of Xiang river.It's has been my favourite place in Changsha for a long long tome. However, just the 'head' of it.

Top Left: Here I surrender.上世纪30年代女子棍术队在东风广场上操练

Top Right:育英儿童抗敌团在排练

Left: the originate look of Tian Xin Ge. The one in we see now is a replica as it's somehow destroyed some time.

Top left: Changsha Tan Ci perfomer Shu Sanhe(1900-1975)[top left]

Top right: Xu Teli.

There is always a complex that we Chinese tend to love our history. For a nation which is rich in history that's probably not too difficult to under stand. However, it doesn't seem that much true when it turns to reality.When I was walking down Po Zi Street which is a rebuilding of the old Changsha streetscape, I found it not the one that I had imagined at all.

And: To never have been born may be the greatest boon of all. - Sophocles

Acknowledgement: The image sources are from

*Yang Li'ang   Peng Guoliang, 2006, Xiao Shi De Changsha Feng Jing, Fu Zhou: Fujian Mei Shu Chu Ban She.

*Huang Gangzheng[editor-in-chief]   Zhou Ying[vice editor-in-chief], 2001, Changsha Jiu Ying, Beijing: Ren Ming Mei Shu Chu Ban She.

我也曾经有过文字赶着我跑的时候。可现在他们都在牧场里被驯化了。

之前过来最大的感触是自己英语怎么这么不嬲塞，不过现在发现自己中文也不怎么滴...那天看思姐在那边随意的玩转文字，发现我有点虐待space的倾向。总觉得写一篇好文章是一系列难度系数较高连击，然后就太久没有试图去做这个动作了，现在发现关节全部老化的学要每天做柔软广播体操才能慢慢恢复。大概我那被爸妈说成是老不成熟的汉字太久没有在白纸上扑腾了，又无奈只得逐日忍受键盘敲击所带来的副作用：一点点把我那本就不厚实的文学修养给挖走。

写作对于我到底几多重要呢？自然我现在没有办法把小时候该看的名著看完了，自然这几年里英语会是应该变得像烂熟了，与中文都还有没有了解多少，纵使英文能有飞跃，我又能深入到何种程度呢...

感觉自己有点文盲。感觉自己有点肤浅。我得看书，看很多书。

贴张灰羽的图，放假的时候看得片子，一直没来推荐，

个人很喜欢的片子。